Wednesday, 13 August 2014

Panggilan Hati

Hari ini tanggal 14 Agustus 2014, perasaan tidak nyaman semakin menyerangku. Mungkin ini saatnya aku harus melepaskan semua mimpi dan ambisi itu... Untuk menjadi sukses di kantor dan di rumah, untuk menjadi Ibu hebat sekaligus Accounting yang handal. Benar kata orang, we cant have a perfect life in 2 parts. We have to choose, and now is my turn. Sudah saatnya aku print surat itu, surat yang sudah lama aku rangkai dan tersimpan di folder pribadiku.

Resignation Letter.

Yes, I have to. Right now.

It isn't easy to do, I feel so hard to print it and give it to my boss.
I remember my mom said :

Jangan pernah berhenti kerja, Mama dari dulu selalu berusaha keras untuk kakak bisa sekolah tinggi, untuk punya pekerjaan yang bagus. Yang bisa membanggakan mama papa.

As the oldest child, I feel like I have a responsibility for my brother & sister also my parents.

In the otherside, my 15 months baby girl really needs me 24 hours, to keep her, teach a good thing to her this time is her golden age, she needs me not the nanny, also my hubby, his time work is uncommon. He is an service engineer for one customer to others customer. He is travel a lot, sometimes get a long holiday an dit is really bad when he is home, I'm working at office.

Sooooo... it is a 99% decision made! Bismillah, ya Rabb Engkaulah sebaik-baik Sang Maha Penentu dan Pemilih jalan hidup kami.

In the name of You, please bless me.

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